"Happy" Birthday!

I did it! I made it to my 34th birthday! Ok so, in reality I didn't do anything, God is the one who has so graciously let me enjoy these years. I guess birthdays are a good excuse for reflection, but I have to confess that the only thing going through my head right now is this storm of medical test and the prospect of surgery. I'm not scared of dying. Rather, of pain and of not being the woman of God that I should be. Will I trust in God? Will I be consumed with emotions? The answer to both of those is probably yes.

Well for today, Thank you LORD for another birthday.